Herro :D

Hey guys!

It's been a while that ive blogged so i decided to do a post :)

Well recently i've started penning down some song lyrics that have just come to me when I reflect on my walk with God and the desires of my heart
i've always been hugely passionate about worship music and find that it's a way to express my heart to god. only thing is, i dont know how to play any musical instruments and have almost no muscial knowledge, but somehow that doesnt matter too much

Well here's one of the song's that I thought of this morning when i was just spending time praying and worshiping god. The story behind it reflects my hearts cry to god at the moment.
Sometimes we go through life and seek for things to satisfy us. Over the years of being a christian and pursing jesus, ive noticed and come to the conclusion over and over again that Jesus is truly the only wellspring that can satisfy the inner depths of our soul. So the song talks about God bringing us back to the place where we find complete satisfaction in him, and reach the point when the things of this world become unattractive in the light of his splendor and glory.
so check it out :)    could do with some tuning/refining up because it's a pretty scrappy job, but yeh here it is!

Found

I’ve searched far and wide, but never found a love like yours

I’ve tried to run and hide but am captured by your majesty

Oh Lord, you are my shelter, my place of refuge in the storm

When my world comes crashing down I know that you’re always there.

Bring me back to the place, where I am covered by your love

Bring me back to that place where the things of this world fade away

Bring me back to the place where I’m covered by your love

Because that is where I am found, and that is where I find, your love

Where can I run, where your love cannot reach me?
Where can I hide, where your embrace doesn’t hold?
(REPEAT)

I’m found in your love

I’m found in your love

God and Jon
16/10/2014

HErro everybody :D

I was just remembering that i used to blog a lot when i was younger, and i reckon it's a really good idea to keep blogging, so I'm going to get back to it :)

Well, this week I'm on holidays at uni for the week, but I'm still in geelong because i got to practice some stuff for the exams coming up soon!! awwwwww!!!! But yeh, life has been quite different from what it used to be like a few years ago!! I'm 21 now, and I'm entering into adulthood!!

I realise that spiritually, i need a bit of a kick. I used to really act on the holy spirits convictions when he challenged me to do something, but i realise that I've been a bit more lapse on that recently, and i want to get back into that place where I'm on fire for god and just have a sincere, childlike faith. thats the type of faith that moves mountains!

Ive been stepping up a lot into new roles in fungus recently. I'm running some prayer board and prayer meetings, and mc-ed once. i think that i am happy that god is taking me here, but as a leader and as a christian, i feel that i need to focus on living a life where I'm overflowing so that it can impact the kids. God has really challenged me to honour my parents and those in authority, and also to love other people unconditionally and not think about myself as much

We had our church 20th anniversary on the weekend! i cant believe that FGA has been around for so long; almost as long as I've been alive! it has and does play a profound part in my life, and will continue to do so in the future. i believe it from the bottom of my heart!

Anyway guys, i just felt like blogging and i will try to blog more often :)

For now I'm off to sleeep loll!!!!!! got an early wake u pfor uni tmmr :P

May god bless you all!!!

Random quiz thingy

Hi peeps! I was looking over old posts and saw this quiz which I did in 2008 (4 years ago). Gonna be interesting to compare responses

http://aweakcow.blogspot.com.au/2008/08/random-quiz.html

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.


Starting time: 11.59pm
Name: Jon Lee
Sisters: -
Brothers: 1.
Shoe size: 9 UK
Height: 180 approx
Where do you live: Australia.
Favourite drinks: Water 
Favourite breakfast: hash browns
Have you ever been on a plane: yes.
Swam in the ocean: yes.
Fallen asleep in school: *yeh legit in some lectures LOL
Broken someone's heart: i think so haha
Fell off your chair: not actually. i caught myself
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: nope. thats LAME
Saved e-mails: yeh haha
What is your room like: horrendously messy! i hardly clean it
What's right beside you: phone, glasses, diary, car keys, watch
What is the last thing you ate: safeway roast chicken and rice, salad, banana, muesli bar
Ever had chicken pox: yeh i had it like over 10 years ago in singapore
Sore throat: well obviously
Stitches: no
Broken nose: nope
Do you believe in love at first sight: I don't. i think you need at least a year to even slightly know someone
Like picnics: yeh!! pizza/kfc bro
Who was the last person you danced with: i don't know haha! i don't dance "with" people
Last made you smile: Mom
You last yelled at: Mom

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: no
Kissed anyone: no.
Get sick: no
Talked to an ex: no
Miss someone: yeah: mom
Best feeling in the world: talking to god
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: na man
What's under your bed: nothing haha
Who do you really hate: noone tbh
What time is it now: 12.03am

Randoms :
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: not really
Q: Do you have any siblings: yeh dan!!
Q: Do you want children: yeh probs like 2
Q: Do you smile often: more than 'often"
Q: Do you like your hand-writing: not really. so messy
Q: Are your toenails painted: no I'm a dude
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: none!
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: blue (from cotton on)
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: coaching my futsal team in vermont
Q: I can't wait till: japan trip in 2 weeks
Q: When did you cry last: don't remember man
Q: Are you a friendly person: when I'm happy
Q: Do you have any pets: used to have a Guinea pig


Where is the person you have feelings for right now? - i don't like anyone 
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? – a good friend still!
Do you sleep with the TV on? – no!
What are you doing right now? – studying for TBL
Have you ever crawled through a window? - yeah
Can you handle the truth? - yeh i love the truth
Are you closer to your mother or father? - definitely mom
Who was the last person you cried in front of? – i don't cry in front of people
How many people can you say you've really loved? - i don't know man
Do you eat healthy? - improving! 
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex? - no
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? - yeh definitely man
How often do you go to church? – friday (fungus), saturday (uni min), sunday (church)
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? - Harold, mum, God
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? – Quiet
Are you confident? - neutral. not really high or low. 

5 things I was doing 10 years ago..(2004)
1- i was 11 years old
2- I was in grade 4 at St Bridgets Primary school
3- i really don't remember man
4- dunno
5- Going to kids church

5 things on my to-do list today
1- plan cell group outing this friday
2- do tbl revision
3- meet with jess ho
4- workout at home
5- devotions

5 snacks I enjoy
1- sushi/sashimi
2- KFC
3- maccas fries dude
4- chips
5- weis mango ice cream


5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1- Donate a heap to churches/charities
2- travel the world
3- get a huge house
4- Give to friends/family
5- buy a fleet of super cars


5 of my bad habits
1- Im like always late
2- I procrastinate studying so much
3- i am too emotional sometimes
4- dont exercise
5- i have on and off days

5 places I have lived in
1- mum's tummy.
2- balwyn (longview)
3- Geelong (oakwood crescent)
4- - geelong (fogarty avenue)
5- - balwyn (cityview)

5 jobs I've had
1- Student.
2- work exp (accountant)
3- aco placements
4- 
5-

blogging again

Hey guys!
Was just procrastinating trying to study for my test at uni tomorrow morning, and I just decided to click on one of my tabs, and ended up on my old blog haha!

Well I'm going to try blog again because it's kind of my way of journalling and reflecting on my life and my walk with god. I don't think anyone's going to read this, but i don't really care :P

Well, i can honestly say that God has been moulding me over the years, and has never left my side. sometimes in life we may feel like we're going downhill or backsliding, and it may be true, but i believe that god uses those times in order to produce peaks in our life. without troughs, there cant be peaks. I hope that our life isn't a roller coaster, however. But i do encourage you to not be discouraged during difficult times, or even times when your walk with god is actually taking a toll. I encourage you to get serious with god and fear him, because that's what produces results and changes in character.

I really do feel like something changed in the last month or so. i realise i used to be kinda anxious and insecure a lot of the time and didnt really enjoy life to its full potential. recently i just feel like there has been a noticeable change in my life. when your foundations and core are set correctly, every other area of your life will flow on. I don't think it's effective to try and address every small "symptom" that is going wrong in your life without treating the underlying cause or "disease". The core is our walk with god, and our spiritual integrity. If we have a flourishing relationship with jesus, every other area of our life WILL flourish. I believe that god doesn't want us to live a normal life; he wants us to flourish in every area, whether that be spiritual, emotional, psychological, friendships and physically too.

Right believing produces right thinking, which produces good character, which produces right living. i think it's so important to know the promises and truths of god, and to stop believing the lies of the enemy. so often the lies of the devil are subtle and may seem believable. for example: living a normal life. i believe that is a lie, because god wants us to flourish. so declare that over your life and really believe that your life CAN and WILL flourish. Don't think you cant be as influential or have as much integrity as one of the great pastors/leaders in the world, when the truth is, you can, because our heavenly father is the same, and will mould you if you believe he can and allow him to.

that's my prayer for you guys, that your lives will flourish. i pray this in jesus name

cya guys! I'm gonna try to blog like every day that i am home

As of today, I've finally completed my first ever semester at uni (well technically trimester for me). After two weeks of exams, I'm finally on holidays. To be honest, nothing equals the satisfaction of finishing a VCE exam. It's almost ridiculous how chill uni exams for me; not that I ace it, but there fact that I only need to pass. So I have essentially left 12 weeks of work to learn in the span of a few days. The whole term felt a bit like a holiday to be honest ahha!

2012 is a big year for me:

- I've started uni and made some amazing friends
- Started gymming regularly. It makes such a big difference
- Going to Hillsong Conference from 1-6 July. Genuinely looking forward to it
- Fungus camp 2012: "Imagine". I pray that God will move in a big way this year

Staying away from home has been a huge change this year. It really helps me to appreciate my parents and friends more when I don't get to see them for most of the week. Sometimes we just need to take time out and really reflect on our lives, and look at things from an objective perspective.

As a Christian, I find true purpose in life through God. I can't imagine how I would live without Jesus. Who is our anchor in the storms of life? What gives us the hope to go through each day? Who teaches us love and humility? The only one that I can think of is God.

My mentor Bryan Seow really challenged me with something: "imagine if we could think about Jesus every moment of the day". How awesome would that be! To be honest, I've been living life on my own strength and leaving the last 10 minutes of my day for God.

In any relationship, we talk and we listen. God is indifferent. So often we just read the bible and pray and that's it, but we forget about the most crucial part: listening to God and waiting on him. That's something that I'm gonna implement into my life.

Anyway, just blogging my mind
Laters everyone! 

Praise

"Let everything that has breath praise the Lord"- Psalm 150:6

Sometimes it seems so difficult to praise God, especially in the midst of trials, and when our lives seem out of control. But the truth is, Jesus never changes, and is the same yesterday, today and forever. Amen!

In all honesty, this week has been chaotic. Exams are creeping around the corner, feeling homesick, and in the process of moving places in Geelong. So often, we get so consumed by what's happening around us, and forget to look to God, who's in control of it all. It makes me wonder why these events even make me anxious or stressed, when in reality, these situations aren't actually that "stressful". It's all a mental game, and we need to learn to take control of our minds. 1 Corinthians 2:16 tells us that "we have the mind of Christ". How does Jesus respond in times of trial? He looks to God the father.

We tend to worry too much, about what tomorrow is going to bring, how we are going to handle something, whether we're good enough, or if we can win the race against time. Remember, God is in control of our lives. He promises in Romans 8:28 that "all things work together for good to those who love God, and are called according to his purpose". In our weakness his strength is made perfect, and in the midst of our trials, he is glorified. So, why worry? We know that God is in control of our lives. As humans with finite wisdom, we will never understand why certain things happen, but we know that God works every single event/trial/victory/failure for the greater good of those that love him. In Christ alone, our hope is found

I'm just gonna trust in Jesus in every trial that I go through; that's the way it should be

God bless you everyone!

I'm dead tired from playing basketball/gymming today, and am gonna have a good rest xD

Random Quiz

Hi peeps! I was looking over old posts and saw this quiz which I did in 2008 (4 years ago). Gonna be interesting to compare responses

http://aweakcow.blogspot.com.au/2008/08/random-quiz.html

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.


Starting time: 9.58pm
Name: Jon Lee
Sisters: -
Brothers: 1.
Shoe size: 9.5 UK
Height: 178 approx
Where do you live: Australia.
Favourite drinks: Water
Favourite breakfast: Hash Browns and omelette
Have you ever been on a plane: yes.
Swam in the ocean: yes.
Fallen asleep in school: *yeah, and in uni regularly
Broken someone's heart: hope not
Fell off your chair: all the time
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: nope
Saved e-mails: yeah ( i just don't delete)
What is your room like: really messy during the week, till I clean it on weekends :)
What's right beside you: iTouch, phone (Motorolla V3)
What is the last thing you ate: Cashew chicken stir fry which mom made
Ever had chicken pox: yehhh! I like infected everyone too
Sore throat: ya
Stitches: nope
Broken nose: nope
Do you believe in love at first sight: no way. That's pure folly
Like picnics: yes!
Who was the last person you danced with: Sebbie g X and fungus dudes
Last made you smile: Mom
You last yelled at: Mom

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: nope
Kissed anyone: no.
Get sick: yeah i have fever/sore throat.
Talked to an ex: ermm no
Miss someone: yeah: mom
Best feeling in the world: the joy of the Lord!
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: used to, but lack of space on bed
What's under your bed: the floor :P
Who do you really hate: nobody
What time is it now: 10.05pm

Randoms :
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: yeah
Q: Do you have any siblings: yupp: 1 older bro
Q: Do you want children: yeah
Q: Do you smile often: :) i try to
Q: Do you like your hand-writing: i cant even read it (nothing has changed from 4 years ago)
Q: Are your toenails painted: heck no
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: none
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: red (free XS tshirt from Apple)
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: Watching Futsal in vermont
Q: I can't wait till: the weekend!
Q: When did you cry last: today
Q: Are you a friendly person: try to be
Q: Do you have any pets: used to have a Guinea pig


Where is the person you have feelings for right now? - dunno
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? – never held hands
Do you sleep with the TV on? – I dun even watch tv lol
What are you doing right now? – struggling to stay awake
Have you ever crawled through a window? - yeah
Can you handle the truth? - yes. the truth sets us free
Are you closer to your mother or father? - Both equally
Who was the last person you cried in front of? – haven't
How many people can you say you've really loved? - With God's agape love; not many, but I strive to
Do you eat healthy? - I actually do. SInce i cook for myself, I steam tonnes of veggies
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex? - never had ex
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? - i think
How often do you go to church? – twice a week man
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? - God
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? – Quiet
Are you confident? - Becoming, because of my identity founds in Christ

5 things I was doing 10 years ago..(2002)
1- i was 9 years old
2- I was in grade 2 at St Bridgets Primary school
3- Watching ronaldo dominate the korea/japan world cup, and brazil rise to victory
4- watching tonnes of cartoons
5- Going to kids church

5 things on my to-do list today
1- Do my hw. far out -.-
2- Read the bible and pray
3- Sleep early
4- Eat my grapes
5- Blog

5 snacks I enjoy
1- Sushi
2- Doritos!
3- $2 Double cheeseburgers
4- Mildura Sunrise apple/guava juice
5- weis mango ice cream


5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1- Donate to church
2- travel.
3- Sponsor tonnes of kids
4- Give to friends/family
5- Buy a Lamborghini Aventador


5 of my bad habits
1- I annoy people with spam :P
2- I come to conclusions too early
3- I always sleep late and procrastinate
4- I'm ALWAYS late for things
5- Poor form on the bench press

5 places I have lived in
1- mum's tummy.
2- balwyn
3- Geelong (renting room)
4- -
5- -

5 jobs I've had
1- Student.
2- Self employed bodybuilder
3-
4-
5-